When "F" word is considered appropriate

OooOoooPppssss~. Excuse muα, excuse with the "F" word. This photo was a capture of me being unwilling to be taken, it tells a lot how much I hated it when someone taking my photo when I was fully swingy here and there - drunk. Not blaming this brainless people, but that made me really cross and on this occasion I thought it was one of the most appropriate 'opportunity' to use the word "F*** OFF!!!". If the photographer were reading this, I would say "F*** you to the max + one".

2005/06 Holiday visited

A Holiday I paid briefly on the rolling over year between 2005-06. At that time, I felt engulfted with everything back home owing to the fact that I was not home for about two years. I feel particularly warm with home now.... some memories worth flashing back.


First ever took up a flight with RBA - Royal Brunei Airline

Typical WA - Western Australia lanmarks.

Anything better than that of MAS? More generous 'cos they cater more buns? NO! I requested for it.



Christmas tree? no idea serious...........


An unbelievably cozy house I spent during 2005 post-Christmas seasons...

Twilight of the evening - a nicely presentable but not so fancy restaurant in Miri - Sarawak.

Congrats!

Finally!! You are offically a graduate. Though we may call each other w*nker, d*umbass, all the swearing words, you name it. But inside, it is just a blessing to have you around, to have you as such a friend that I can't put a word in it at times, and for all feeling so proud of you is a real sense of being in my comfort zone.

Life may not turn out as wonderful as we envigased, and things might just go against us badly. If we take it as a challenge than burden, we may as well prevail the hardship, and to fight for what we think we deserve that makes us a stranger person.

It Remains Me.

Updating my blog here. The thing that I have not been doing for... ermm.. nearly 6 months? Ridiculous, bad boy bad boy. The above-attached photo may tell how much I have/ haven't changed over the course of 6-month. I will always be the person you folks see me.

It may be just too much and overwhelming for me to wrap up what and how things have been over the period when I was 'missing'. I find a way to utterly stipulate it.....

P/s: Enjoy when you can, endure when you must.

Guns' N' Roses: November Rain

Send Me an Angel

Back!! I am hard done here for the past few weeks. I feel like being so left out and the beast inside me is eating me up, too. How ridiculous of that?!?!??! By the way, I have been asking myself for all this, if I were to fall.… or if I couldn’t laugh, or no one could make me laugh I would arguably go crazy. Back to what was to be said, if I were to fall, I wish god would send me an angel to catch my fall. All these years, I mean along the way I grew up I have learnt lots of lots of stuff from mistakes. My errors, things I thought it was right but turned out to be terribly wrong. I deeply dig hard to learn from that. The downside of that? Well, I am so withdrawn to risk again.

What's Best 4 Me?

I am overdue to do the thing I have been supposedly to do... nothing gets done. Guys, I won't be updating my blog that often. Sorry and I am even more sorry for myself where I won't be doin' - sacrificing - some of things I like along the way. Along the way where I hope I can get the balanced point. Wish me Luck!

Unwindin' Da Unnoticed

I ask for patience and strengths, I will come good for time allowance. I am well on course to the dicovery of the greatest law, though I am in the tip of the iceberg, but bear with me. I shall and will come good.

A Clip tht Stuns Da World

Ronaldinho! What comes across your mind when Ronaldinho is said out loud in the air? For non-football fevers it may sound like some sort of monster species, for football fans he is THE monster! 2004 FIFA Player of the Year, first full season at Barca helping them to lift the famous Spanish La Liga in three years in 2003/04 season, his attacking capability is deadly, and his trick is untouchable. Being an Arsenal fan, however, I am not led to believe that he betters Thierry Henry. But with him being in a non-arsenal footballer, he certainly deserves lots of my praise. I don't say thing for the sake of it but with complete assurance. After reviewing the following clip, I guarantee your jaw touches the ground. ENJOY!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=aRHk8ol0vTw&search=Nike%20Ronaldinho%20Soccer%20Football%20Futebol%20futbol%20brazilian%20moves%20skills

Moive or Dinner?

Errmmm.... it is kinda tough to get this blogged. It is more due to the fact that it should never be blogged at all. Anyway, I and my colleague have been having this constant subject over the course of the weeks - movie or dinner is more obvious?

Pei: hey will, what does that indicate to you when a bloke asks a chick out for a movie?
Me: um... don't know, being pretty ordinary I suppose.
Pei: how would the decision affect you if it were a dinner?
Me: D*mn!! What's the difference?
Pei: Of course there is a difference, asking a girl out with dinner can be a very casual fashion but movie...... movie is quite spot on to the fact that the guy is having a liking of her.

....... Silence sets in for a few seconds.........

Me: Yeah maybe. A dinner can be a casual thingie whereas movie can be quite obvious.
Per: Right? You reckon too huh?
Me: Hehehe..... so who is that lucky girl?

.........Solemn face was imprinted in his face........

Pei: No.. and no-no. Friend asking over the line.
Me: Chehh........

Silly me, such a simple conversation could enlighten me so much in the afternoon where I could never understand after all. THANKS PEI!!! I thought to myself, maybe 'they' hated my disarrangement and wrong interpretation of my expression. Hahah... who cares now? Lol.

Current mode: Linkin' Park - Numb

Lookin' Up Da Skies

I know you have moved on with life as well as I have, Although we have been apart for a while and may have different loved ones in our life right now. There's still this place in me where your finger prints remain, your shadows still linger and your whispers softly echo my inner world, it is the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.

Current Mode: Howie Day - Collide

If Only..

Only if I wanna proclaim to the world that I love you, but knowing that you are not mine, not yet not here and not now. I am sickeningly tired of this.... wanting your first name to be compound with my last. I think there will be no chance, no U-turn in me & you and I know there will be a bright future lies ahead if I leave the past with a forgotten you.

Current Mode: Gwen Stefani - Cool

Record-Breaker

A player that is out of his Wolrd, playing with no fear indeed an immeasurable gut and confidence. His first goal against Sparta after just 6 minutes coming on from bench was a beauty, controlling his right foot after swerving the ball into the far left hand side of the goalpost from 20 yard leaving with the opposition goal stopper simply chanceless. After rounding up his second of the night, he overwrote his name into the history book of Arsenal by overhauling former record-breaker - Ian Wright. A remarkable 186 goals in 303 games with him being in Arsenal shirt.

Welcome back THIERRY HENRY, you have been sorely missed.

FRIENDSHIP

Something is not meant to be broken, the value adds to an essential element of the facets. If the drops of certain meanings into the ocean triggers the water vibe, it will not be the original cause of it but the subsequent effects bringing out the chain between the begining and ending. A lot can change between here and then, it would be nice to keep some of those things with me. For now I deeply realise I can't always see you but knowing you are there, shinin' like a star, immortally.

If you don't know what this is about - FRIENDSHIP.

What's More?

Demanding for more? we were born with nothing and will leave this World for nothing. Yet we are fighting so hard for every penny we earn - including emotional and financial investment.

Thought of how spoilt you can be when you are a big fat laid back couch sitter? Have you taken eveything you have for granted? when things seem to go your ways so easily - in so far as thinking about there are catastrophic natural disaster going around in the very globe we live in - the Tsunami & massive earthquake? How bombs are being dropped and war is being triggered these days? Thinking about how fortunate we are when 'someone else' is left to take the suffering but not you? Contemplating how deperately but humanly there are dying people fighting for lives and foods? Have all these happening become just mere piece of commercial revealed on TV to you?

Early, I was reading a very exclusive statement made by the FIFA president - Blatter who slamming at how modern footballers asking for 100,000 or even 120,000 pounds for weekly salary; these highly paid players monthly salary totals up to the fact that where their their parents cannot even earn for a decade!

More? what's more?

Stay Put

Am I going back or staying put? Went out with a friend of mine last night seeing 40 years old virgin, the night went by pretty uneventful, rather- unfacied. As though someone giving me such an uninspired but honest answer, that will suffice...


Current Mode: Jay - Kai Bu Liao Kou

More Than Words

You asked me if I wanted to win the world back,
Going around searching for you
I am without an answer
If tonight was the night
I would pick myself up so that I can be whole again, decidedly
As day goes by, I've always believed there is an unbreakable bond
A bond that lies between here and then
It was you who brought about a belief
It was you who showed me some beautiful doors
That is dedication...
You carried me through, not by chance but with the fullest of your heart
Even when..
Even when the flower has long wilted
Even when the World has become impatient with me
Even when I am blinded and lost faith within myself.

Current Mode: Goo Goo Dolls - Better Days

Outspeed or be Outrun?

Time has its way, doesn't it? And I always say; not enough, not enough...

Sleepin' Child

I was quite sick while I was uploading this entry..... I need a restful break. Perhaps I just wanted to drop a few lines here before I call it a day. So bear with me if I am bloggin' craps here.

Sometimes we live for the better at the expense of someone else's sacrifices at the same time we might be someone else's success at our own expense.

Current Mode: Micheal Buble - Home

08/10/05, 10:43pm.

Whe Love & Hate Collide

Everything starts with a story behind; obscure or revealed, and I am no exception. Couple of months back then, I was bloggin' up anything but love-related articles. It says it all simply. Having clarified that, that did not necessarily reflect where my thoughts laid, my mind wasn't really directed towards the point in regards to the blogs revealed. Well, not to a great extent; no. There isn't much denying to be suspected but I thought they were rather general in nature. Nevertheless, I did have my difficult times, where I'd tend to live within myself, where I was heading no where.. it was this song that carried me through. I hope some of you who have this song or have yet to get this song will echo my inner thought.

Whe Love & Hate Collide - DEF LEPPARD
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Instead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time
I got your number on my wall, but i ain't gonna make that call
When divided we stand baby, united we fall`
Got the time got a chance gonna make it
Got my hands on your heart gonna take it
All i know i can't fight this flame
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause i'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time

Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you
Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

I don't wanna fight no more, i don't know what we're fighting for
When we treat each other baby, like an act of war
I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise
When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes
There's a time and a place and a reason
And i know i got a love to believe in
All i know got to win this time

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause i'm crazy 'bout you baby...crazy...crazy
Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
If you have a heart at all
Without you
Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

Current Mode: Black Eyed Peas - MY HUMPS (cute .. lol)

Priceless

Hi all, me is back!!!!! Haha… actually haven’t really been anywhere. Just find it hard to update my blog these days. It would be less forgiving if I simply said I do not have the times. To some extent, I had not got much to share and thought I was running out of ideas at times. I reckon I have been living too ‘within’ myself. *puke*… d**n!!! What is too ‘within’ myself? Beauty comes from within? Not in my case of course. Anywayyyyy guys, Here’s what I want to share and realise that while I was blogging this, at that very moment, was all I had, ever ….

I was thinking all these…

1. A car = $25,000
2. Expensive restaurant = $200
3. Brand new laptop = $1,799
4. Nice top wool suit = $299
5. Latest Nickelback’s album = $24.95
6. A Bday present = $20

7. Sharing dim sum of breakfast with mates ocassionally...

Priceless.