Moive or Dinner?

Errmmm.... it is kinda tough to get this blogged. It is more due to the fact that it should never be blogged at all. Anyway, I and my colleague have been having this constant subject over the course of the weeks - movie or dinner is more obvious?

Pei: hey will, what does that indicate to you when a bloke asks a chick out for a movie?
Me: um... don't know, being pretty ordinary I suppose.
Pei: how would the decision affect you if it were a dinner?
Me: D*mn!! What's the difference?
Pei: Of course there is a difference, asking a girl out with dinner can be a very casual fashion but movie...... movie is quite spot on to the fact that the guy is having a liking of her.

....... Silence sets in for a few seconds.........

Me: Yeah maybe. A dinner can be a casual thingie whereas movie can be quite obvious.
Per: Right? You reckon too huh?
Me: Hehehe..... so who is that lucky girl?

.........Solemn face was imprinted in his face........

Pei: No.. and no-no. Friend asking over the line.
Me: Chehh........

Silly me, such a simple conversation could enlighten me so much in the afternoon where I could never understand after all. THANKS PEI!!! I thought to myself, maybe 'they' hated my disarrangement and wrong interpretation of my expression. Hahah... who cares now? Lol.

Current mode: Linkin' Park - Numb

Lookin' Up Da Skies

I know you have moved on with life as well as I have, Although we have been apart for a while and may have different loved ones in our life right now. There's still this place in me where your finger prints remain, your shadows still linger and your whispers softly echo my inner world, it is the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.

Current Mode: Howie Day - Collide

If Only..

Only if I wanna proclaim to the world that I love you, but knowing that you are not mine, not yet not here and not now. I am sickeningly tired of this.... wanting your first name to be compound with my last. I think there will be no chance, no U-turn in me & you and I know there will be a bright future lies ahead if I leave the past with a forgotten you.

Current Mode: Gwen Stefani - Cool

Record-Breaker

A player that is out of his Wolrd, playing with no fear indeed an immeasurable gut and confidence. His first goal against Sparta after just 6 minutes coming on from bench was a beauty, controlling his right foot after swerving the ball into the far left hand side of the goalpost from 20 yard leaving with the opposition goal stopper simply chanceless. After rounding up his second of the night, he overwrote his name into the history book of Arsenal by overhauling former record-breaker - Ian Wright. A remarkable 186 goals in 303 games with him being in Arsenal shirt.

Welcome back THIERRY HENRY, you have been sorely missed.

FRIENDSHIP

Something is not meant to be broken, the value adds to an essential element of the facets. If the drops of certain meanings into the ocean triggers the water vibe, it will not be the original cause of it but the subsequent effects bringing out the chain between the begining and ending. A lot can change between here and then, it would be nice to keep some of those things with me. For now I deeply realise I can't always see you but knowing you are there, shinin' like a star, immortally.

If you don't know what this is about - FRIENDSHIP.

What's More?

Demanding for more? we were born with nothing and will leave this World for nothing. Yet we are fighting so hard for every penny we earn - including emotional and financial investment.

Thought of how spoilt you can be when you are a big fat laid back couch sitter? Have you taken eveything you have for granted? when things seem to go your ways so easily - in so far as thinking about there are catastrophic natural disaster going around in the very globe we live in - the Tsunami & massive earthquake? How bombs are being dropped and war is being triggered these days? Thinking about how fortunate we are when 'someone else' is left to take the suffering but not you? Contemplating how deperately but humanly there are dying people fighting for lives and foods? Have all these happening become just mere piece of commercial revealed on TV to you?

Early, I was reading a very exclusive statement made by the FIFA president - Blatter who slamming at how modern footballers asking for 100,000 or even 120,000 pounds for weekly salary; these highly paid players monthly salary totals up to the fact that where their their parents cannot even earn for a decade!

More? what's more?

Stay Put

Am I going back or staying put? Went out with a friend of mine last night seeing 40 years old virgin, the night went by pretty uneventful, rather- unfacied. As though someone giving me such an uninspired but honest answer, that will suffice...


Current Mode: Jay - Kai Bu Liao Kou

More Than Words

You asked me if I wanted to win the world back,
Going around searching for you
I am without an answer
If tonight was the night
I would pick myself up so that I can be whole again, decidedly
As day goes by, I've always believed there is an unbreakable bond
A bond that lies between here and then
It was you who brought about a belief
It was you who showed me some beautiful doors
That is dedication...
You carried me through, not by chance but with the fullest of your heart
Even when..
Even when the flower has long wilted
Even when the World has become impatient with me
Even when I am blinded and lost faith within myself.

Current Mode: Goo Goo Dolls - Better Days

Outspeed or be Outrun?

Time has its way, doesn't it? And I always say; not enough, not enough...

Sleepin' Child

I was quite sick while I was uploading this entry..... I need a restful break. Perhaps I just wanted to drop a few lines here before I call it a day. So bear with me if I am bloggin' craps here.

Sometimes we live for the better at the expense of someone else's sacrifices at the same time we might be someone else's success at our own expense.

Current Mode: Micheal Buble - Home

08/10/05, 10:43pm.

Whe Love & Hate Collide

Everything starts with a story behind; obscure or revealed, and I am no exception. Couple of months back then, I was bloggin' up anything but love-related articles. It says it all simply. Having clarified that, that did not necessarily reflect where my thoughts laid, my mind wasn't really directed towards the point in regards to the blogs revealed. Well, not to a great extent; no. There isn't much denying to be suspected but I thought they were rather general in nature. Nevertheless, I did have my difficult times, where I'd tend to live within myself, where I was heading no where.. it was this song that carried me through. I hope some of you who have this song or have yet to get this song will echo my inner thought.

Whe Love & Hate Collide - DEF LEPPARD
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Instead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time
I got your number on my wall, but i ain't gonna make that call
When divided we stand baby, united we fall`
Got the time got a chance gonna make it
Got my hands on your heart gonna take it
All i know i can't fight this flame
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause i'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time

Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you
Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

I don't wanna fight no more, i don't know what we're fighting for
When we treat each other baby, like an act of war
I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise
When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes
There's a time and a place and a reason
And i know i got a love to believe in
All i know got to win this time

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause i'm crazy 'bout you baby...crazy...crazy
Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
If you have a heart at all
Without you
Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

Current Mode: Black Eyed Peas - MY HUMPS (cute .. lol)

Priceless

Hi all, me is back!!!!! Haha… actually haven’t really been anywhere. Just find it hard to update my blog these days. It would be less forgiving if I simply said I do not have the times. To some extent, I had not got much to share and thought I was running out of ideas at times. I reckon I have been living too ‘within’ myself. *puke*… d**n!!! What is too ‘within’ myself? Beauty comes from within? Not in my case of course. Anywayyyyy guys, Here’s what I want to share and realise that while I was blogging this, at that very moment, was all I had, ever ….

I was thinking all these…

1. A car = $25,000
2. Expensive restaurant = $200
3. Brand new laptop = $1,799
4. Nice top wool suit = $299
5. Latest Nickelback’s album = $24.95
6. A Bday present = $20

7. Sharing dim sum of breakfast with mates ocassionally...

Priceless.

Holy Bible

I am not a religious person, nor do I follow any rituals of prescribed "10-commanmand" or similars. Boldly speaking, I have my own set of values which I find it irresistible and persistent over times. However, some principles written in the books of religion are, I personally reckon, irrefutable.......

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres".
(1 Corinthians 13:4-7. Holy Bible)

Corporate Scandals

"The recent focus of corporate governance has developed into one of the most contentious issues facing accounting today since the global share market meltdown of the late 1980s and more controversial in the late 1990’s and early 2000’s with infamous corporate failures including Harris Scarfe, OneTel, Ansett and HIH".

The above-citated extract was from one of my early essay.... I think the later statement should go as: "Nothing travels faster than the speed of light with the possible exception of bad news, which obeys its own special laws". How true.. Hahaha.

P/s: This was not a mistake, it was intended to be a photoless blog.

Current Mode: .... none.

State of Bein' Insensible

I sat here thinking, maybe thing is not like that and it just wasn't meant to be. I have said this number of times and I will say it again; life isn't about getting what you want, nor is it measured by how much you give out. Let's face it this way; you can't have everything you'd like to have. You must hold onto some things and let go of others. Learning to make those choices is one of the big lessons of this life. People have claimed that the one you love would not make you cry, the one does is not worth your tears. Again, love does not hurt until the person hurts you, you will not feel the hurt unless you truly love him/her. I wish my statement would go rather unequivocal in so far as everyone is being able to see. Nonetheless, understanding that things are easy said than done.... Fact is that truth always remains to be seen. So I thought ....... it may not be worthless but maybe it is just not worthwhile holding on so tightly to the things you desire.

Current Mode: Jay Chou - Fen Lie

Try Somethin'

When blue collar is not enough, when you are called upon to justify your competency, it is when you have to get refined when your mentality is still sharp.

"High levels of motivation and achievement often require an unrealistically positive self-image, whereas people with more accurate self-perceptions tend to lose the motivations to go with the business of living. They are sadder, but wiser".

Current mode: Kelly Clarkson - Becasue of You.

It's My Name

William Chin - A name given by my parents, something that I didn't get to choose for my life. Albeit I am more affectionately known as Bill, as close friends and family have been calling me with Bill for most of my life. Since I have moved to WA, they prefer to call me Will.... Will? What is that? I got myself questioning why they called me Will. For quite some time I get used to it and kinda..... .. ermm.... don't really wanna use the word 'like'. Anyway, though folks are still sometimes confused with where Bill is made out of from 'William Chin Kian Woo'. However, A typical Englishman will not be unclear with that. Anyway, is it Bill or Will? Well, I don't really get to be called what I really want, do I?

Current mode: Shannon Noll - Shine

Thx U

If the only prayer you ever say in your whole life is "thank you," that would suffice

When It Doesn't Matter

Mr. ABC
I will tell you something that has always been with me all this while. I am in love with a person that I shouldn't, now...and now I am hurting inside.


Miss. XYZ
What's wrong? How come you guys can't be together? And what is really holding you back?


Mr. ABC
I don't know, each day I just want her a little more .... I don't know what to do; I have felt so helpless lately. For once I thought that I'd do anything for her just to hold her back in my arms. Albeit with her remaining unimpressed.


Miss. XYZ
Oh dear, maybe you are just being lost. You know, if that is what you really want to do. You won't be like this now, getting so left out.


Mr. ABC
Maybe......... maybe you are right. But......


Miss. XYZ
Hey, you know. Loving someone is not like this. It takes you a lot more than whatever u have been through now, it grabs you inside out, and tosses you upside down. If you truly love someone, you will unquestionably be there for him/ her, you will need to take care of her without a single sign of moan. No matter what your positions are, your love to her is unchanged. You need to give and share what you've got even when unasked. You need to even be content when someday his/ her heart is no longer yours. The spirit of loving is undying no matter what the circumstances are. Could you do that?



Mr. ABC went off quietly. Ever since, Mr. ABC has established the habit of spelling love as.........C-O-M-M-I-T-M-E-N-T.

It's Sunday

My week has been absolutely chaotic, adding up to the fact today is Sunday. Well, I didn't use to enjoy on Sunday for some petty reasons. It may sound absurd as Sunday is the best time to get a bit laid back. The thing is I hadn't even yet had the time to 'hate' or think about this Sunday. This Sunday went very blurry indeed after the entire week of accumulated unslept hours and f*****g st*p*d soccer competition this morning. So, I was very uncompromising to the work-to-be-done for an extravegant afternoon nap, I only noticed that I hadn't had afternoon sleep for quite some time after waking up and cleaning my teeth (brushing my teeth really rang the belt as I questioned myself why I was brushing my teeth at this time - afternoon.)

If you don't treat yourself nice, no one will as much as to the extent you do. Being busy is not to have to run your own bus-i-ness, because the adjective of "busy" does not equate to the noun of "business". As letigimate as that.